Azure ray

 

 

 So i'm waiting for this test to end 

 So these lighter days can soon begin 

 I'll be alone by maybe more carefree 

 Like a kite that floats so effortlessly 

 I was afraid to be alone 

 Now im scared thats how id like to be 

 All the faces none the same 

 How can there be so many personalities 

 So many lifeless empty hands 

 So many hearts in great demand 

 And now my sorrow seems to far away 

 Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain 

 But i turn them off and tuck them away till these rainy days that make them stay 

 And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs 

 And the words still ring, once here now gone 

 And they echo through my head everyday 

 And i dont think they'll ever go away 

 Just like tihnking of your childhood home 

 But we cant go back were on our own 

 Oh, 

 But i'm about to give this one more shot 

 And find it in myself 

 Ill find it in myself 

 So were speeding towards that time of year 

 To the day that marks your not here 

 And i think i'll want to be alone 

 So please understand that i dont answer the phone 

 I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls 

 Untill i can see nothing at all 

 Only particles some fast some slow 

 All i can see is all i know 

 Ohh.. 

 But i'm about to give this one more shot 

 And find it in myself 

 I'll find it in myself